Cha-Cha-Changes

It is a season for change in my life. I am doing a lot of writing, just not here. Some of it is too personal at this point. Some of it needs to be refined before other eyes take it in. I am working on me. All of my longings, my desires – where do they come from and why are they there? It is a season for self introspection. The girl in me thinks that it is time to grow up, in a good way, a healthy way. I have been living with the heart of a 17 year old on my sleeve for many years now. I love her enthusiasm, her hope for all things possible. However, she’s not fit to be a wife or mother of three.

As I put down my toys and turn toward real life, good and sweet as it is, I am also turning toward the One who made me. He has taken my hand in a new way and has asked, so gently, for me to look and see what He sees. With His eyes, His grace.

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